October 2009
Things have been turning around for the past couple days and I hope it stays this way just a little longer. Yesterday I finally caught up with my best friend. I pray for things to get better for her. I still haven’t talk to my other friend, its been awhile and its hard with no way to contact her. I visited my mom and told her whats been going on, yells, screams, disappointment, and tears all...
September 2009
“When you’re young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun, then you grow up...”
– ~ Sex and the city (via gatekeeper)
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cool buddy
hellersick:
cndyy:
hellersick:
Whatever happened to, I’m not going to let the next one get in the way like I did before? I call BS, but on the side note, I’m happy that you’re happy.
I’m sorry Makhara, you did call it, you were right. I guess you can’t juggle a relationship with friends. Or if you can, I give them *thumbs up* Thanks, I am happy with him completely, but not with my life. A...
BUMPIN’ MY MIX CD I GOT FOR MY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO SLEEP. GOODNIGHT WORLD.
SOMETIMES CRYING EASE THE PAIN YOU FEEL INSIDE
Colorgenics 'word for word'
Name: Cindy Date: 9/29/2009 Colorgenics Number: 16753024
You don’t need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don’t like the idea of being alone and, whatever the reason, at this time of your life you feel as if you are being ‘left out’. What you really need is perhaps some ‘tender...
Would this "best friend" be referring to me or...
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Makhara Sam Khan
hellersick:
Whatever happened to, I’m not going to let the next one get in the way like I did before? I call BS, but on the side note, I’m happy that you’re happy.
I’m sorry Makhara, you did call it, you were right. I guess you can’t juggle a relationship with friends. Or if you can, I give them *thumbs up* Thanks, I am happy with him completely, but not with my life. A lot of...
christofuu:
Such Great Heights- The Postal...
God Wants Me To Know...
eloisssee:
I checked that “See What God Wants You To Know” app on facebook and I like this.
Eloise got a message that on this day, God wants her to know… that it’s OK. Just rest for a moment. It’s OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, in the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And … it’s … just … OK.
Lately, things...
Its times like these where you start thinking about life. The weather was such a beautiful change. Lately, I’ve been disappointed at myself and others. When you want something you go for it, you ask, go pursue it. What if that thing you want, the other needs to put that effort towards it too, ya feel me? Or your just done trying because no one else tried either. So it ends up being dead....
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10696.) I think everyone is forgetting about me....
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THE WORLD HASN’T SEEN ME FOR AWHILE, I STILL NEED MORE TIME TO CHANGE THINGS IN MY LIFE. I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO DEPEND ON MYSELF AND NOT ON OTHERS. REMEMBER THAT NO MATTER WHO IT IS, THEY WILL HURT YOU, MAKE YOU CRY, GO BEHIND YOUR BACK, AND SO ON. BUT I LEARNED TO LIVE WITH IT ACCEPT THAT LIFE ISN’T FAIR.
He's the kind of guy that makes fun of me, and...
xjaylaaaaa:
raelynngabrielle:
bellaofthebrawl:
jellybombz:
brieeezay:
vivalaerika:
scabacungan:
breeanahbrittney:
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<3
OMG, how true is this.
09162009
So it was my birthday two days ago. I turned 18, finally. Alvin stayed with me the night it turned 12:00AM. How nice :) Took him home maybe, 6:30AM and thats when my mission was found. My car was tagged up with a balloon and a poster, giving me a clue of the first place I need to go too. Went to Carls Jr. ate there with babe. Then, Maricel text me and told me to start my mission now. I went to...
Never Forget ...
gatekeeper:
Your presence is a present to the world. You’re unique and one of a kind. Your life can be what you want it to be. Take the days, just one at a time. Count your blessings, not your troubles. You’ll make it through, whatever comes along. Within you are so many answers. Understand, have courage, be strong. Don’t put limits on yourself. So many dreams are waiting to be realized. ...
18 TODAY BEEEECHHHH :)
BIRTHDAY SEX CAKE. 18 tomorrow?!
SKYDIVING reschedule, because I want all my sflnfls to go :)
10222.) I love how I can be myself around you. We...
bombchelle:
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WatchI have always loved Lady Gaga since I’ve heard her first song and performance. She always amazes me with her unique fashion style<3 I can’t wait to see her on November 20th!
4 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!
6 MORE DAYS TILL SKYDIVING!
Thunder in September?
So I woke up hearing raindrops and thunder outside, was there lightning? So yesterday I planned a whole day for Alvin’s birthday. Surprised him with a picnic in his backyard. Then I took him to Ikea for his first time. Pretty much the coolest place ever, hello 500 days of Summer status :p Stopped by this huge Wal Mart super center next door. Then chilled at home, around 8:00pm took him...
birthdays, birthdays, birthdays
So yesterday was Alvin’s 21st birthday :) I’m so thankful for having him in my life till this day and getting to meet him and for him living till this day and more to come<3 So yesterday after class his mom bought L&L BBQ and made pansit? YUM! And a delcious starwberry layered cake! Then we(NFL+Desiree) started heading towards my moms house to play beer pong in the garage,...
SEPTEMBER
1. Turned in my app. 3 days ago, about to call them soon.
CROSSING MY FINGERS!
2. TOP SECRET just submitted now, THANKS SFL BFF MARICEL PATIAG!
CROSSING MY FINGERS AGAIN!
3. BBQ today with family and friends, JUMPHOUSE! YEE.
4. My baby’s about to turn 21!!! FTW! Drink up bro!
5. NIGGA I’m about to be 18 beeeechhhhh!
6. SKYDIVING! WHATSSSSSSSSS UPPPPPPP! YOU AINT READY OR...
10 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY :D
